Week 1: Drinks with friends. Friends are smoking. That looks great, I just want one puff. Yeah, that's gross.
Week 3: Drinks with friends. Friends are smoking. That looks great, I'll just have a puff off of every one they smoke. Yeah, that's gross but kind of awesome.
Week 4: Sober with friends. Freinds are smoking. That looks great, I'll just have my own so they don't have to share. This is awesome, I can *totally* handle being a casual smoker.
Week 4 day 2: Still sober, still with friends. I'll just have this one now, another in an hour and then one for the road. I am SO good at not smoking full time.
Week 4 day 3: I wasn't with smoking friends before, but now that I got in my car and drove across town I am. I've brought either money or barter type items to ease my guilt of taking 5 for the road.
Week 5 day 1: F*ck it, I'm buying a pack.
|Suited up for yoga. Healthy living fail. This is my shame face. Or something.|